Friday, January 20, 2006


Step by proverbial step...

I sit here my heart full of grief.No,no one's died.In fact life is going fantastic for me.That is,when i look at myself from afar,over a period of time.I'm young,healthy,i've got the holidays before me,and my dearest Miss X next to me.I've got all my best friends and cousins,and come to think of it,best friends OF cousins backing me up.Russell,Mark,Joshua,Ruben,Sean,Anand.Thanks guys.Meeting newer people,like Nitty,fun fellow,him. And yet...Something seems...off.This teensiest feeling of remorse that sources from,what appears to be a very shallow area.Maybe it's cause i should apologise to Domingo.Sorry man,no harm done.(mutter mutter...happy Jose?) But maybe it's sorta the feeling that...here i am,set to change the world,yet,nothings bloody happening.Stuck in a place that most Ang Mohs think is near Beijing,China or at best a small mining town in Michigan.Check the last part out.You'll be surprised.So anyways,what is my ambition?To rock the world,and when i leave it,to exit with aplomb and several thousand statues?But,statues fall apart.And even memories die.How many heroes are we ignoring today?It is just so human to forget.Sigh....Yeah,to forget huh...Sorry domingo.I mean this one.So,it will come to pass,perhaps i will be a pinprick of blue paint in the canvas of the world.A sentence in the history books.For what?My life to be remembered as that?To forsake so many other feelings in pursuit of what children yawn at in class?Do i need that?Humph.I am too precious to dwell as a half remembered fact.Sure, there will be admirers,enthusists.But for what?They live,praising a noble.They die.With them their ichor of memoirs.Another takes the place.Such a drag.

"What's the point in making a mark on a world that hardly cares?"-Me.

alone at 10:38 PM

Comments:
Yeah Yeah Woe is me....
# posted by Anonymous Anonymous : 11:05 PM
 
Dude "MARK" u talking about me.lol.
# posted by Blogger Mark Nathan : 10:03 AM
 
Post a Comment