Sunday, January 22, 2006


THINK! For once.

I just woke up.It's twelve pee am.It's smack in the middle of the holidays.I don't have a job.Well,other than updating this,meeting Ms X or any of my friends or cousins and playing Counter Strike and warcraft.Yes,it's the life huh?A hell of a lot of time to think too.About life,Love,Peace,Joy,god,now you know I'm a positive person.Weird.I also think about thinking.Why though?Why think?Why this ability to question the workings of life,when in the end,the greater issues remain unresolved?Look where it has brought us.We are still unsure about Ghosts,and spiritual communication after the big D.We come up with crazy ass ideas like Life was the cause of a chemical and genetic mistake.Yet,thinking has stopped us from dying so fast.It has prolonged life.Survival?The basis of thought?I think therefore i survive?Ah,but that is the big issue isn't it?Thinking about Life's purpose and that.Thinking about the world.

The scope of our thoughts,the ken,reduces as we will.Or at least,it's smaller the dumber your are.We think about the social structure of things.We reduce our ken from life,to mankind.We think of politics.Then following that,we think of our current lives,Family.Detached from the community.And within that lies the darkness.We think about ourselves.Our life.One.What happens next.What am I to do?Is it really true?When we think of the big picture,ME is usually just behind,breathing down one's neck with the dagger of self gain poised at the spine.Human nature,is after all everyone says,self before rest.But...we are more civilised now.Just as Alfieri no longer keeps a pistol in his filing cabinet,we no longer think of ourselves.Why?Love.Has evolved.Thousands of bards over thousands of centuries,still cannot unravel this enigma.A little feeling that fills the heart.That can choke one senseless,and bring you to your knees. Beautiful.Yet at all once,scary. Life without love is animalistic savagry.Love is what makes life i think.Or it could be god's little joke to keep us occupied here on earth.

"Further analysis needed on topic."-me

alone at 8:42 PM

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