Friday, June 09, 2006


Clean and Clear

Simple, the utmost clarity, yet the deepest complexities how I like things fail,these days, to see the beauty in things is beautiful,yet, true beauty is purity, pure. The coming together of emotions and thoughts so complex, so different,into one single untouched entity evoked deep within the soul. That my friends, is my version of beauty. It is one solitary soap bubble, struggling to survive against the very air it was born to. And in one swift fell moment, it disappears, its existence changing nothing. Except, perhaps, your take on life, your change in perception.I always hated that phrase, change your perception. It's what teachers say when they want you to see in the way that they are. It shouldn't be Change Your Perception.It should be, Copy My Perception. Well, I say, don't. You are entitled to your view. It is your right. What makes you different from the billions that inhabit this earth. What I'm writing now, please, don't misunderstand,I'm not asking you to change what you see.I'm asking you to acknowledge what you feel when your sensory perceptors are evoked. See beauty. Feel it. Revel in it's perfection.It is everything, yet, it is nothing.It is when your mom convieniently ignores your pleas to keep silent when you're trying to think.It is the workings of the human mind. It is...indescribable.Yet I'm trying my best. It is that little explosion of salt when you bite into a potato chip.Yet, no one tastes it.Your hand's already reaching for the next chip. Well, no one might taste it,but i do. I appreciate it. Thanks. Who am i thanking? Myself? For allowing me to partake in this miniscule feast for the human soul? God? For creating the emotions themselves? Thanks anyways.

Beauty is when human emotions reach an animalistic nature. The uncontrollable giggle when your best friend cracks a joke during lecture.It is complete longing for someone's presence by your side.It is anger, spilling over, breaking through,Ugly,but the qualities of beauty remain.It is when you feel true love. I don't have to tell you that now.It's even how embarrassed and stupid you feel when watching an episode of the simple life.

Beauty is everywhere.When you lift your arm,spread your fingers, Beauty is the complete mechanics and unity of all your muscles and sinews working together.Union is purity.Purity is beauty.Unity, of all kinds. The dirt on glass, a shared kiss, union.Complete. Beauty. Feel it.Embrace it. It is the taking out of emotions and studying is as if it were a curious thing.It is beauty in the process. Every moment has it's beauty.Every moment is it's beauty.

And when purity and divinity merge, it is Christine.Then again, I'm just biased. :p

alone at 8:44 AM